First blog, yay! I hope I am doing this correct! Today was supposed to be my first day of classes, but unfortunately I had to miss my first two courses for a funeral. I am thinking that I am just supposed to be writing about anything I feel like? Lets hope so, because that is what I am going to do tonight!
So my mood, not the greatest. Not surprising considering I just came from a relatives funeral. As much as I am very sad that he passed away it was almost just as sad to see everyone there grieving for him. Funeral's are very sad but as much as they are sad, I feel like I laugh as much as I do cry. It is really comforting I found today to instead grieve about the death but to talk to all my family about the good times that we all had with him. I think that everyone is so sad and everyone is dealing with so many different emotions that after the funeral is done that it is nice just to sit and relax; at that point a lot of the stress is lifted that you had about arrangements for the funeral, you are done crying; well maybe not done, but for a the past three or four day's that has been all you have done and that really does exhaust you. Just a lot of the emotions that you have been dealing with can be kind of set aside and you can relax with people that you feel comfortable around and just enjoy all of the stories that are shared about someone who once was close to you and made an impact in your life in one way or another.
So, with all that said, maybe a little to heavy for a first blog? But for now I am done for the night. Hopefully they get a bit better as the year continues!
Goodnight!
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